Never trust you agen.

再也不相信任何人了。

今天，
朋友，
我没理你了。
惊讶吗？
不，
你一点都不在乎。

你，
我也不会再相信你了，
放心，
我不会再烦你了，
你不信我，
没关系。
你变了，
每个人都变了:(
i really fucking wish to change skul !
i hate this !
u changed it agen . 
fine .
no more Jia san in ur life ,
good ?
feell happy ?

i will try to walk out .
when i saw u ,
i will pretend that i din see you 
or keep away from u ,
thats good .
我已经彻底崩溃了。
对不起。

全部人都变了，
你也变了。
我忍受不了你的冷漠，
我无言了，
在这一百五十天，
你哪天是不敷衍我的？

如果我消失了，
对你，
对大家，
都会好对吧？
谁会在乎？
没有人。

Freak weeks :O

uhhh,

this week ?

hmmm ,

busy doing nothing ,

back home,

no do homework :D

skul ,

busy copy frn's homework :D

monday :

1M1S,

that Brandon keep walk with us ,

totally annoying -,-

skip skip skip ....

say xia thursday .

Sc lab ,

o0o

sit with GWS ,

i cut the paper -,-

i really very hate u orh LinC !-,-

Cai Ni,

noe kan ?:x

hen nget ta !!-,-

Friday :

wat a GOOD day wa !

go die la ,

reached class ,

Chang told me that today pass up psk project ,

when i told them ,

Dym say : oh nooo, how ?

that kim ?

din care , o0o

she really very pro orh -,-!

diu

then when she talk to me ,

i LC her orh ,

so shiok :DDD

noe kan , GWS ?xD

then after Bc ,

ICT ,

bored 99 :O

facebook, twitter , google oni :O

then back home !:D

thats all :D

Bye

the Sat , Angel's birthday :)

sounds like fun rite ?

bt its not :O

2.30 like that go ,

sure i saw u :)

Happy birthday to Cai Ni sin :D

go in Kbox ,

mummy ,

i wan go out -,-

so bored orh thr D:

only Sammi sing ,

then all diam diam ._.

then Ger came ,

go out with her ,

go game center ,

then go back take money sin ,

then i sendiri go out :O

saw LoYie :D

cute him :D

then saw Lexterrrr :DDD

after that ,

i asked T pui me go find Manda ,

saw her le ,

go up agen ,

he go play game ._.

play bsb with manda .

bu dao 5 times kan manda ?xD

haha xD

don tosoi bha :P

after that ,

saw Nelson ,

walk with him ,

LinC orh Kok .

go game center agen .

manda play bsb with Terrance xD

then dono wat happened ?

Manda say wan slap Adrian ?-,-

dono la .

then go down yoyo and Big Apple ,

go up agen ,

then talk talk talk :O

manda say her car wan reach le ,

so bad .

then go downnnnnnnnnnnn..

agen D:

lol o.O

after that ,

wait at thr luo :D

saw Nicholas ,

he told me that NICHOLAS WONG

told him whole thing ordy -,-

i wanna kill u orh Nick WWT !

then back ,

went Venetian celebrate father's day ,

i play my phone ,

my mum keep scold ._.

then back home ,

chat ,

i go up then use phone chat ,

chat xia i sleep ordy :O

then i on my fb till 8.30 something :O

Sorry :x

ytd was my best day :D

really :D

thank you :)))

Today,

Happy Father's day :)))

hmmm ,

today i don feel like doin anything ?:D

haha :D

hmmm ,

i miss HONG KONG and Korea :OO

miss there d liang zai :O

hmm ,

last year went to hong kong with Alicia :)))

wat a fun holiday :D

i miss the moment :)

and last last last year went Korea with Sonia , Jacoob ,Jayden , Joseph, Sophia and all my buddies :DDD

we went to Jeju Island :)))

fun times with u all ,

miss that time so much :O

misss when we play at the LOTTE world , and many :DDD

and miss the time we laugh ,

play ,

talk :DDDD

No stress :D

i hope i can be at Korea forever :O

no laa :DDDD

i love Sabah too -,-

jia dao ..

anyway ,

ytd is quite fun xia :D

i first time went suria no watch movie :D

haha :D

Bye bloggie,

Cai Ni ,

Joean ,

i will keep my promise ,

see u 2 tmr :DDD

hope i can do it :x

The Promise :)

hi,

bloggie :D

long time din update :O

busy for my correction ?-,-

dono :O

argh .

this exam ,

get low markss .

all ,

bt my bm ,

paper 2 94%,

when i get my paper ,

i was like wat the fruit ?:O

i get 94 !

ji happy yi xia :D

bt my paper1 21 correct oni @@

no A:(

aiya ,

better than Sej ,

I just get 62 !!

how am i going to tell my mum ?-,-

5 dayss ordy ,

i din tell her yet ._.

hmmm ,

say about this week ?D:

everything changed !

you changed !

:(

IM NOT REALLY HAPPY WITH THAT :(

monday , wat a good day for me ,

bt ....

argh D:

don say that agen :(

im sad agen :(

Tuesday ,

first time ,

i din find u whole day ,

i really did it ,

bt i cried many times :'O

Thanks to my Joean :D

after rehat ,

u talk with me ,

made me felt better :D

Wed,

i failed ,

i broke my promise to someone ,

i go down agen :/

fine ,

i have nothing to say ,

kokum ,

kinda fun :DDDD

uhhh .

my ps Practical get 36/40

happy ?

hai hao :O

hate someone that likes to act pro :( !

when u lower than me ,

u keep ask me why can get so high mark?

u are so fake !

when u get high marks ,

SHIOK SENDIRI thr ,

doesnt care about ur frn ,

u not a good fren i can tell u this ,

u r just care about ur marks ,

my bm is better than u .

so ?

u zhoi ar?

bu shuang me higher than u ?

pui,

at the moment ,

i felt everyone around me are so fake ,

except Cai Ni , Gws ,Evil , mummy , Joean :')

really ,

including u ,

u are fake too :(((

i hate this feel ,

u treat me so cold :(

thurs,

anything happened ?

i 4gt -,-

that AL keep chat with me @@

oh ya ,

say about someone firs :D

hmm ,

its about tuesday i thnk :D

Darren went yam cha with Nicholas wong ,

i knew it after they back -,-

Nick ,

u told him whrr i livee !!:(

i hate u !

luckily u two din come ,

almost come :/

Nick ,

actually he dono me too ,

y wan like tat lea ?-,-

nite,

Nick find me :O

he told me again ,

and i asked him wed go my class find me !!

Wed:

whole morning talk with Nick :DD

keep talk about Darren ,

Nick called me accept him -,-

bt i told nick something ,

he said DARREN is very good, y don try accept him ?-,-

Nick ,

bahaya u :/

i dono wat to say ordy ,

u told me that Darren very fan ,

coz when yam cha keep say dao me -,-

he need a frn to listen to him ,

try don say him fan la :DDD

u need to take care him ,

and cheer him :PP

now ,

FRIDAY :D

hmm ,

morning went to bilik guru pass up my sketch book ,

go find wen sin ,

then she told me something -,-

blablabla ~

at class ,

play dao gila :D

Bm ,

norlaily first time cubit me cubit dao so pain @@

bt its quite fun :D

after skul ,

stay with cai ni :D

and JOEAN :DDD

keep say many thing at cai ni class :D

say dao liang zai lagi kan Joean ?

accept D la joean :D

or u wan J?xD

haha ,

and CAI NI , JOEAN ,

LOOK clearly :D

i wont break my promise ,

i will keep my promise ,

i can do it ,

i got heart d :D

if i cnt do it ,

meansss ....

i really very .....D:

bt i hope i can do it :(

Joean Sopo ,

Single is the best kan ?xD

bah bha :D

bt my heart is broken D:

who help me ?._.

grrrr~

GIVE UP ,

give ppl chance ,

then who give me chance ?

no one :(

Joean ,

together Gambateh ,

u can do it oso :D

jia you <3 :D

gws wan me promise that wont drop even 1tears agen D:

can i do it ?

cant !

totally no !

thanks gws ,

i noe its for my own good ,

i understand :)

will try :)))

Cai ni ,

thank you :DDD

for ???

dono ?:DDD

haha xD

tmr ur bday !:D

hope it will be funnn :D

i wrote many things at my desk ,

all the words that i wana tell u ,

is

just .

not important ordy ?:O

i dono .

hard to understand u ,

139days :')

Sometimes ,

try not to thnk about it ,

i realized that i can live with real smile :))

not the fake smile :)

Joean ,

u too sopo :)

don thnk about it

u will get real smile ,

NOT the fake smile :))

Jia you !:)

Cai ni ,

he very love u d ,

don owez like this x)

noe wat i say la ?:P

don angry :DD

Bye bloggie :)

THE END .

ilygip :') <3

129 .

7th June ,
Shan Tao Night :)
4.30 ,
went to STTSS find Cai Ni ,
then with her lo :D
til almost 6.30 something ,
Evil reached sttss ,
so i go find her ,
go take free ticket xD
ppl belanja xD so good hor Evil xD
saw Jenny Sopo , Sheryne ,
then go in lo ,
Bored ._.
bored dao go out xD
saw D :S
i very scare ?:/
dono y ?
becoz ur one word .
grrrr.
when u saw me ,
im really very scare :x
and ur face is very ...
fine ,
then saw cai ni ,
go up with her ,
and i was like "omg"
when i saw D agen :x
argh ,
i go anywhere ,
oso saw him :x
chigit -,-
then rain ,
almost 9.30 ,
mummy called me ,
so go to the ...
dono wat ?-,-
he with his frn at thr ,
playing :x
me ,
Tohsoi Dx
i really don wish to see u :x
blablabla .
lazy say .

then 130 days .
ytd ,
i woke up after 9 ,
my mum scold me ,
and don let me open com-,-
wat a ??-,-
nothing to say ?
hm ,
knew something ?:/
thats all ,
LAZY TO SAY .
i just hope fast reopen skul :S
i hate holiday -,-
totally bored :O

THE END .
ily.

the last .

i write this ,
is for you .

today ,
hmm ,
no chat with u ,
can say like that ?

till now ,
u still no on9 ,

after ytd that thing ,
u became so cool ,
although ur word not cold at all ,
bt i can feel it .</3

im so hurt .


now,
u just like TAO BI me ?

Am i rite ?


hmmm ,
hope im wrong ..

i deactivated my account .
and i hope u will realize it ,

and here ,
i just wan to ask ,
should i give up ?

maybe u can give me this answer .
rite?

anyway ,
if i had to leave ,
please remember tha i love  you ,
please ...

im ordy disappointed .


Maybe is i thnk too much ?

hope so .


im just waiting u now .


imy :/

"Everyday i love you"

please ,
remember this song .


ILOVEYOU.

all i want is u ,
bt its impossible ,
i wont get u rite ?
although i can get ur person ,
bt i cant get ur heart .

im trying to give up ?
whole part of my body is broken </3

END </3
Im sorry .

Yesterday .124 days .

fine ,
i hope it was a nightmare :/
Morning ,
still okay ,
afternoon ,
Evil came my hse ,
play com,
wat a  bored day ,
then play...

and i suddenly ,
Evil ,
u noe kan ?:/
shhh..

i told Angel ,
that i got some CONG DONG wana see that ...
bt Angel scolded me :/
and i felt im very stupiddd :'(
and i choose to be honest to him :/
IM VERY SORRRY :'(
S
O
R
R
Y
:(

then he on9,
i asked him ..
and he mcm angry jor :/
and he changed his  pw :'/
im so scareee :'(
then sms oso no reply :/








after awhile ,
he replied me :/
phewww:'/






and now ,
i noe that everybody gt privacy d,
i wont see ,
never ,
trust me :/



ILY.
125 days .
END

Everyday I love you :)

I don't know but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you 




Still rmb this song ?:)
i heard it when i was sitting with you x)
im  fall in love with this song !:D
i love this song so much :)
just wana tell u that "EVERYDAY I LOVE YOU " :)
I love you PIG :)


the 120 days , 
and this is the song we heard :)


today is 2nd June , 
124 days ,
Im so miss you D:
hope holiday fast go -,-


Buai , 
maybe later go watch movie :)